and so it ends...
my mind is more blind then it has ever been.... and my heart really feels empty...
The person I love is gone forever... and we both agreed on it.
I feel like a killer with a contract - to kill myself...
*cries*
It suddenly feels so lonely.. so very cold out there..
I've spent almost a tenth of my entire life with him, and then its just "gone"..
all the hugs, finger wrestling, poking and cuddling...
all the ruffling of hair nose to nose kisses...
all the whispers of "i love you more then anything else" ...
most of the relationships i had ended on a bad note... but I think I'm at peace, knowing that we did the best for ourselves...
he says he will fade into the shadows... back to where he came from.
i will......
i don't know... it's just so sudden..
but i think its time. its finally time to get back with God.
my hibernation is over.
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